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"A Heroin Vision " by Frater D.E.I.

August 4th, 2008

• Just returned home with three $20 bags of H[eroin] and a rig [needle]. I still am not sure if I want to shoot up, as I have in the past and told my girlfriend I wouldn't ever again.
• Insul[flation] [a.k.a. snort] 1 bag. [1 $20 bag is roughly the size of a Tic-Tac (in the west we get Tar, not powder) it is equivilant to about 160mg of Oxycontin or 300mg's of Morphine. The prepeartion for snorting is the same as shooting: cook it, cotton filter it, snort it instead of dragging it into your rig.]
  

• Nod and warmth are slight, 1 more bag this time smoked [on tin foil]. [about 20 minutes after first bag had been snorted]
  

• Heavy nod, heavy itch, heavy warmth, mild euphoria. I guss iu am so tolerant since I have been doing Heroin for such a ong time that everything BUT the Euphoria is always present. Can;t have it all!
  

• IV half of last bag and nodded off for about 20minutes. The "Nod" I like to call a "lucid daydream" and is the perfect launching pad for Astral Work [although I do not condone heroin abuse] if only my Will was as strong!
• Rrvied [received?] perfection [perfection = the highest I could get with what I had].
• Sat down and wrote o [to] the internet [probably simply posted on OF and Heruraha] and then collred [colored] a bi[t], colored the Tree of Life in all 4 scaled. [SIC everywhere]
  

• Meditation : 11min
  • Asana: The God
  • Pranayama: 20-20-20-5 [shallow breathing during Opiate "high" is perfect for Pranayama, but AGAIN: I do NOT condone Opiate abuse.]
• Contemplation on gf [God Form] of Hoor-Pa-Krat and Assumed the Form.
  • Notes: Contemp[l]at[ion] led to thoughts of a Dark nature, I would attribute to a low and unblanced Sephira such as Netzach. [seems all to fitting for a Heroin vision].
• Nod is heav[y] will pass out soon.
• L. B. R. P. before sleep.