"The Method of Science, the Aim of Religion"

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Projects: Chemognosis:

"Invocation of Jove "
by Frater A.

"The purpose of this operation was to aquire the necessary funds to pay the rent on my apartment which was already overdue."

April 20, 2006
(Thursday)

Aim: Aquire funds to pay rent

6:30pm spent last $50 on 1g of uncut cocaine
7:00pm Jovial alter const. ATU X. pine resin & lavender. sapphire.
7:15pm Star Ruby. Star Sapphire.
7:30pm insuf. off of alter. Xth Secret Inst. of the Master.
7:35pm vomit. pure.
7:40pm insuf. Xth.
7:45pm Hod! feel like an orange seedling hiding in fruit of blue! Death is the medium of poetry!
7:50pm insuf. x2. Xth.
8:00pm cannabis. insuf. x2. Xth.
8:30pm read VII:III
8:35pm cannabis. insuf. Xth
8:40pm all dissonance to fine hum. bliss. calm.
9:50pm spent last hr. smoking cannabis. King Crimson's In the Wake of Poseidon.
10:00pm Xth. Star Ruby. retire.

April 21, 2006
(Friday)

9:30am call from D. money in my name! $500! rent! praise Jah!*

Result: Perfect Success!

*I received a call from D. reminding me that she had claimed me on her income tax, which I had completely forgotten about! She gave me $500, rent was $475!

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Commentary by Frater A.
(April 16, 2009)

Cocaine was chosen as it is the drug that best aligns with the Jovial frequency of Kaph & Chesed.

Xth represents the tenth secret instruction of the master, which corresponds to ATU X, The Wheel of Fortune. I was using the tenth secret instruction as a mantra (see The Heart of the Master).

vomit/pure refers to the grade of the drug. It was so pure that I immediately began gagging from the drainage & subsequently vomited. 

Hod/Death is the medium of poetry was a reference to poetic outbursts I was having (orange seedling in a fruit of blue [Hod contained in Chesed {Merc the son of Jove} ] ). I saw the poetry as flowing from Tiphareth & into my consciousness in Hod via the Path of Nun.

read VII:III refers to the third chapter of Liber VII, the chapter corresponding to Jove.

All dissonance to fine hum was an attempt to describe the intensity of the cocaine high balancing out into a calm serenity. I had reached a peak & plateau at the same moment, & I used that state to release the energies accumulated during the operation.

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